 
          exploration, they said –
        
        
          as hundreds test and probe and intrude
        
        
          cold, ruthless eyes, desperate and starving and hungry for something that she can
        
        
          never
        
        
          understand.
        
        
          … now, onto the actual operation
        
        
          phase one: semi-autogenous grinding
        
        
          and look! even the government has bought you
        
        
          she should feel honored at this disgusting breach of privacy
        
        
          but her blizzard-screams are soundless, shapeless
        
        
          almost music to their ears
        
        
          bagatelles in their conquest of her body’s demesne
        
        
          a protest of rebellion, one rightfully muzzled.
        
        
          ~
        
        
          she lies now, silently, sprawled and defenseless
        
        
          on ancient Chinese grounds
        
        
          as something divided, something conquered
        
        
          as an empty shell of something once precious
        
        
          with her skin ragged and
        
        
          t
        
        
          o
        
        
          r
        
        
          n
        
        
          by all the machines and devices
        
        
          used to torture her soul
        
        
          because her body is only a canvas
        
        
          grains punctured with drill holes
        
        
          as they dig up her insides
        
        
          and sell them for gold.